We’ve been together for over 2 years now and there’s still one thing I can not wrap my head around. People know Russel, & Russel knows people. Sometimes we’d run into these people, people I may not necessarily know. But they always know me, even by my first name.

sitting here at my grandparents house today something feels different. you see when i was younger i basically grew up at my grandparents house, a lot people wont know this but both my parents worked full time in order to provide for our family, and my brother and i was left in the care of our grandparents.

we would get dropped off there early in the morning, my aunty would prepare breakfast and my granddad would take us to school. he would pick us up from school and my grandma would have dinner prepare for the entire family. 

i was so very privileged to have spent such a large portion of my life with my grandparents. a year ago my granddad had a stroke and a couple days ago my grandma went into hospital with a thyroid problem. and today im sitting here on the couch i basically grew up on watching over them. the roles have changed and as i am typing this post my grandma is preparing dinner. i offered and she rejected my offer to help. she still sees me as this baby girl she raised but im no longer that girl, and shes no longer as energetic as she was 15, 20 years ago. ive had a cold the past week and being the grandma in her she still trying to care for me before herself. 

before my grandparents were unwell, i never thought marriage and children would be in my picture for at least another 6,7 years but now my perspective in life has changed. i with a partner who loves me, who has given my his world the whole time we have been together. when i envisioned my future i never imagined my kids not knowing my grandparents. 

3 days into this new job, I’m feeling things I don’t recall I felt when I first started at Rockpool. It might be because this is still so raw and new and I’ve been at rockoool for almost 2 years that I’m just bored of my job, it could be that I haven’t really gotten the taste of nab full role yet. I’m in the biggest pickle of my life.

Last night i went out, i had an amazing dinner, the food was average but the company was on point, 3 pastry chefs, and 2 chefs best critque table ever. and then we went to eat dessert and get drinks at rockpool, and then more drinks. it was so carefree and i was with the most out going amazing people. i realise today that these are the people i go to when i have problems now, kaly was the first person i told this morning that voda was able to get me the pink iphone. these people that i wouldnt of have ever met if it wasnt for rockpool, for pastry. and now they’ve been some of the closet people i have in my life. we share the pain of work, but we also confide in each other when we have problems in our life. i see these friends more then i see my family. 

im going to miss them so much, now that they are gone. 

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